Ever enchanted.

Those attention given to her. 

I'd kill to be her. 

Oh how I've wondered, where have you been lover boy? 

Break.

Ever felt that life's so routined that you need a break from it?



-
I do.

Too Fast.

It's already been a year.
I hope you're doing fine up there, Kibbs.

What a fuckie weather.

Le Collections.

Another one to add on to my collection (;

Bewildered.

I still don't understand why.

Hello.

From the iPhone 😁

Young Homie.

 

 Because he reminds me of someone.

 ♥

Watchful waiting.

Reaction of The Day

* (○｡_｡) (」゜ロ゜) *

So, today I went and visit my "super hero power" maker! Better known as my optician actually. HEH! 

Okay okay, all jokes aside. 

It's been a full two years since I last went and get my eyes checked for a new pair of lenses, and obviously I got a small lecture from him -.- Zzz. 

Truth is, I'm seeking on another optician (which is a friend of my dad) for my yearly check ups just cause he charges a cheaper price on my glasses (○ﾟωﾟ)

Anyway, I got my eyes checked up as per usual and then again as per usual, the power of my lazy eye has increased -.- Now one side of my power has doubled the power of the other. Yes, DOUBLED. 

And no, this is not the big deal just yet, since my previous power was -7.00  and -13.00 , it's more than half of a way up to doubling it anyway. 

The big deal was actually my eye pressure. Yes, there is such a thing called the "eye pressure" for those of you who didn't know. It's somewhat like your blood pressure just that this is occurring on your eyeballs instead.

And my eye pressure is going out of the norm according to my optician. (GODDAMMIT, IT'S ALWAYS ME WHEN IT COMES TO THE EYES!) And if the pressure doesn't subsidize I might just be heading towards something called Glaucoma. And  by that, it means I might have a high chance *TOUCH WOOD* that my visual field will be lost and eventually, over time leads to blindness (· - ·) 

When he explained that to me I almost cried. But he quickly said it could be helped by monitoring closely to the pressure though. It's not like it help a lot on having to know that I might loose my eyesight, but it's better than nothing. 

Anyway, that's to the extreme. So far, the only thing I'm more concerned is that Lasik for me is not gonna help much on improving my eyesight. In fact, he actually suggested me to get some "cataract-like lens implant" surgery instead (○｡_｡) SAY DAFUQ IS THAT?!!

Okay, that's just so much of a scary shit that I could tell in a day.

Stranger.

" So hello there, 

How are you amazing? 

It's nice to finally meet you, 

To tell you I dreamed you, 

Now I've found you, so call off the search. 

Cause I've found my stranger. "

Over the top, Under the rainbow.

Love maximum (○ﾟωﾟ)

Let Alone.

A lot of times, I wished I lived a life like a music video/reality drama show.

In reality, my life is far from what I'm wishing for.

Sometimes, I wished I could make my life out of something I watched from the television instead.

I really do.

VSFS.

Because once in a while when you're feeling enormously fat, you'll need motivation. 

HEH!

Eat It Up.

It's the time of the month!

No, not that time of the month.

It's progress test, again.

(´･_･`)

Paradise.

I am OBSESSED with her (○ﾟωﾟ)

( How can I not be, really? ) 

I know people say, "of course she's pretty, she's had surgeries done!"

Well, all that I can say is that if that's what plastic surgeries have made her look,

I'd like to get an exact one like hers too.

EXACTLY LIKE HERS!

Fun. - We Are Young.

 

" Tonight, 

We are young, 

So let's set the world on fire, 

We can burn brighter, 

Than the Sun. "

--

So, this song is currently running on replay and I've been humming/singing it unconsciously.
AND NOW IT'S RAPING THE SHIT OUTTA MY MIND! (」゜ロ゜)

Nineteen, ninety-two.

" Go girl, it's your birthday,

Open wide, I know you're thirsty,

Say aah,

We don't buy no drinks at the bar, 

We pop champagne cause we got that dough, 

Let me hear you say aah, 

If you want me say aah. " 

-- 

" And then I turned twenty . . " 

♥

Valentine's.

 

 

Happy Valentine's Day

Soldier On.

" Waves crash along, 

The battered, lonely lighthouse, 

Tomorrow she's gone, 

And if not, someday somehow. "

-- 

She could have been 3 months by today. 
 

She could have been chewing off the couch right now. 

And she could have been the apple of my eye. 
Or maybe, she could have been a pain in the ass.

And maybe even the best thing I've never had. 

She could have.
But I'd never know. 
 
Because she can't. Not anymore. 

I really, really miss you.

♥ 

Shattered.

Do you know what it feels like to know someone close to you was called closed to death? 
Or how it's like to have thought that they had died in your arms? 
I do.
In fact, it wasn't just a thought. 
It was real.

That image and memory of it still vividly flashes on and off, reminding me of how close I came to loosing her. 

The thought that I could have lost her at any moment then, still freshly runs, and reruns over and again across my mind. 

That moment, I thought I would have loose her for good.

--

Today, unfortunately that moment had came to live.

I've merely had her for only a short 20 days and never have I thought that I would loose her this instant. 

She would have been 3 months by the 10th.

But unfortunately, she's gone. 

In loving memory of Kibbles.

♥

10.11.11 - 05.02.12