Soldier On.

" Waves crash along, 

The battered, lonely lighthouse, 

Tomorrow she's gone, 

And if not, someday somehow. "

-- 

She could have been 3 months by today. 
 

She could have been chewing off the couch right now. 

And she could have been the apple of my eye. 
Or maybe, she could have been a pain in the ass.

And maybe even the best thing I've never had. 

She could have.
But I'd never know. 
 
Because she can't. Not anymore. 

I really, really miss you.

♥ 

Shattered.

Do you know what it feels like to know someone close to you was called closed to death? 
Or how it's like to have thought that they had died in your arms? 
I do.
In fact, it wasn't just a thought. 
It was real.

That image and memory of it still vividly flashes on and off, reminding me of how close I came to loosing her. 

The thought that I could have lost her at any moment then, still freshly runs, and reruns over and again across my mind. 

That moment, I thought I would have loose her for good.

--

Today, unfortunately that moment had came to live.

I've merely had her for only a short 20 days and never have I thought that I would loose her this instant. 

She would have been 3 months by the 10th.

But unfortunately, she's gone. 

In loving memory of Kibbles.

♥

10.11.11 - 05.02.12

CNY 2o12.

Happy Chinese New Year!

 

Oh, and Kibbles says hi!

Skip To The Beat.

A snippet of the past week and let's just say the year's been pretty amazing for me so far. And hopefully, it stays that way throughout the year